August 14 – 31

I keep feeling my heart pace pick up, I’m not myself, lethargic, ill.. I can’t describe it,  something doesn’t feel right. I’m doing my best to live my normal life, but I feel I can’t trust my body.  I don’t know how much I can exert myself.  I am worried about being alone with the kids. What if I have an episode, does the pacemaker do what it should? I feel I can hear every heart beat; even when we have company over, their voices fade into the background as my heart beats louder and louder.